its a topsy turvy world...

so I realized I haven't blogged in a very long time...
so here goes.
I will try and update on all aspects.

So my family life is okay I guess. I don't really go home since I live here in Bowling Green now. Well I do but not often. I used to go home a lot to see my boyfriend but that's all done and over with.
So I live in Bowling Green now in a nice lil townhouse. I really like it here. I live with three of my friends and its very nice. We have our problems but it happens, you know? Also we have friends that we chose to live nearby and that's good, also we've gotten closer with other people we knew before too. Also we have all met some new people who all live around here. YAY!
um so friends are cool. I mean, like I said, I have met lots of people this year. I don't keep in contact much with people from my hometown much and that makes me sad. I think its just that we all have our own lives and I mean, Im in school and some of them are too or they're in high school. I mean, with all that you cant expect to talk much, ya know?
I been going to parties which is nice because I always meet new people. Thats actually how I have met so many people. I like it. Plus its nice to just chill and have fun, ya know?
Now Relationships? Yeah I dont really have any. I wont go into detail about that.

Lately, I kinda get this feeling like I am not really going anywhere. I mean I got an idea of what I wanna do when I "grow up" but at this moment, I am not doig anything towards that. None of my classes have anything to do with what I wanna do. I guess I have just been in this mood where I cant seem to do much of anything right. Like everything I do is totally and completely wrong. I feel like everyday should just end with me saying "whoops. my bad."

The End

by Kelly

my life

lately my life is colorless and bland. I go to class, that part is boring and mostly feels useless. I feel like I am only learning stuff in two of the five classes that seem to clutter my schedule. In my free time I hang out with my friends or do homework. I sit in my room at my computer typing away all the time because I feel it gives me something to do. I hate the weekends, maybe nights in general. My window faces the road and also a big sidewalk. I always constantly hear cars passing by, windows open or closed. Every night I hear people shouting at each other on their way to or from the bars. I hear girls in their heels clunking down the sidewalk on their way to the bars and to possibly get assaulted. Can you really blame the man when the girls taunt with such pieces of clothing that barely cover them? (just to point, im not saying assault is okay) Less and less I feel as if I do not understand why girls dress this way and go out every weekend. Sometimes I feel like dancing and it is always nice to feel sexy about yourself. However, I only wear what I wear for myself. When I go out, I wear what makes me feel comfortable with myself. I am not about to wear the most uncomfortable shoes ever just to impress some guy. I wont do that for anyone.
it has come to my attention lately that I may be too nice. and I dont mean the type of person who brags about how nice they are like doing charity and stuff. i dont do charity or help old ladies across the street or anything. I just let people walk all over me. Some people are nice most of the time but can get an attitude and be all like "i wanna do this" and so everyone does it because they are scared to death. I cant do that. No matter what I always say "oh I dont care" whether I do or not. I cant tell people what to do or be bitchy toward them. I dont care about what people think really but I usually care whether they like me or not. I dont een know if that makes sense.
At my dorm building, each hall has a different smell. Some girls halls smell of cologne. From that you can tell that this hall has quite a few of those girls who ALWAYS get their guy or who maybe just put out. Obviously from a smelly hallway you can just tell that people stink and maybe shower not that often, although they may have their own personal reasons for that. I dont know exactly what my hallway smells like really. I think I dont notice it because I actually live here. I think our hallway is mostly the music hallway.
I hate the way people play their music loudly and assume everyone else is okay with it. They are surprised when people are upset by it. I dont care if you or anyone like my music but I am not about to blast my speakers because I respect that other people, people living next to me, might want some quiet or might be napping or doing homework or whatever.
I think its really weird to hear peoples conversations as they walk by my window. They arent talking to me, and I know that, but I cant help but hear stuff. Its funny how people think that those of us in the building cant hear them at all. They'll say weird things or yell a lot at their friends who are 2 feet from them at 3 or 4am. It gets really annoying.

i apologize for this long boring rant about life and whatnot. I hope it was at least an interesting read.